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Saturday, July 14, 2012

15072012 1st day 3.30am

Open a new post :)

Suffering from gastric.
What I ate just now at sharing is totally vomit out after crying :(
But fine.
I believe my body is still health.
I think I'm not going to sleep tonight although I'm tired.
I'm worried. Worried the love ending. Haix. Why will become so suffering ? Why ??

God, please led me a better way :(
Please !

Blog will be like a ppl for me to share my feelings. I can't share with him so I share here. I'm not acting. This is how true I am. I don't wan give ppl say act kolian. I no need ppl pity me.

Thanks blog ! Can accompany me everyday every min minutes I need u.

I won't care who he MSG with. I won't jealous anything anymore. Tired of being like that.
Freedom is what u wan. I 100% sure I will give u ! I will prove to u !

If one day I had changed, changes bit to behold on u, that is the day I become a stronger person. Won't let a bit small thing pull down.

I believe u will feel that I changed to another person. Ya. I admit. I really will. I will become a girl not too much beyond on u. Do things by herself and many more. Ability to take care myself will increase or even double. It might be a day I choose to be alone. Who' knows ?

I will be more smart and mature den before. No more yang o in this. Act Q will end soon. All are mature. Mature mind. Open minded. If u sex with other girl, just go ba.

Take care ! In a relationship but is just like single de girl !

1st day of the life

Now is 3.07 am 15.07.2012
1st day of starting my new life :(
A love that full of freedom !
I should do it, wan ting ! 😣
One day i will have this kind of life.
U is my best choices and I won't let go.
I admit I really stupid and I being said I'm stupid :(
But is ok :(

Seng came in sudden to care me. Thanks. Really thanks.
What I wan is teo. Not u. Sorry. U will always be my best friend. I doesn't know where u got this news from but really thankss. A caring fren like u :)


Tomorrow, should be now, I will not be so caring anymore. What u say and what u wan, I respect u. I will do something for our love. As a prove to u that I really love u and I could do anything. I admit I'm not a good gf. I will be a very good gf one day. Just need time. Last year, u because of me stay at Kuching, as I will almost because of u study in Kuching.

Today will be the 1st day of our new love. I will do my best. Jia yous wan ting.

AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !

^^^ this will be my principle from now on.

Go go go !

I hope my choice is the right one. I'm tiring of starting a new relationship and I wan this be my last one. U are not my first but u will be my last.

Future, is too far away. I cant predict.

This will be my place for screening out all my words in my heart from today.

Hugging the jacket cry over and over.
Writing blog with tears.
Is ok.

Just throw 592 days away and start a new life.
I can't decide my life but I wi ll struggle for it :)


Time ended :: 3.23am. In the bed. Crying like hell :[


Monday, July 9, 2012

Sorry my love one :')

To :: My ordinary dear :) ❤


Sorry ~
I had a heartbroken last night.
Really pain and hurt :(
I hope it will be our last time quarrel because of small things.

I hope understand :(
U care things more than me.
As what u told me last night :'(
I hope u can change.
Change back to the ordinary dear that I love :(
That bad bad,
But always sayang me de dear
I'm always more important than those things :(
Isn't ok? ;(
Promise ??

My eyes so pain:(
Maybe cry too over ba ?
Is ok la.
Will past de.

Hope tml will be a better day for us :)

From :: dar who love u always

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Bad day ! :( 25 March 2012

Today I went to get law course and I have a bad day ;(
We quarrel and break up :(
At last, I gave him a chance to recover by finding me at 7th mile :(
Luckily he came :'( THanks God ❤
We went to eat SUCKS curry mee and searching high and low for cyber ><
Around 1 pm he sent me back.
I tot that will be the end of the quarrel but not
We went for swimming at MJC and quarrel inside the pool.
Haixxx.
What a baaad day :'(
At last, we recover back :D
❤

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Exaaaaam

Exam I hate u !
Since tomorrow is Saturday, we should stay at home to sleep and play.
But, exam make us have to go school :'(


Exam ar exam,
Why u wan appear in this world ahhh?
Because of u so many don't sleep to study (-_-)zzz

Tomorrow, English !
Hate examine English !
My hand will full of pen ink and time flies when it is English :'(
I always can't finish it on time.
Hope tomorrow everything go smoothly ;D

To : idiot
Don't think ur pAngkat higher than me so what ?
Give u win la ><
My phy is sucks. So what ?
No need show off in front of me.
I will give u o0o
If u can speak English properly just come show off on me.



Me, won't let u hit down so easily.
I will prove u are wrong that u look down on me :'D

Woohoo !
Count down for holiday 7 days (^_−)−☆

Should I leave here and back to my hometown ?
I don't the feeling here. I'm just a TUMPANG at here. Sucksss man !
Ignore ignore !! :(

Tears drop when heart broke :')
Thanksssss for the appreciation to Uuuuu.

Buiii buii
Off to bed and tuition later :D
Life goes on although many bad things happened


Wednesday, February 29, 2012

他和她的故事❤

他很爱她、
五年前,点头之交;
变成了现在的情侣。
五年前,他读中五,她读中一
篮球,是他们认识对方的东西。
当时,他有了女友;她也拍拖了。
三年没见,他们在面子书重遇了;
他失恋了、而她被她男友伤了很深。
在没有谁追谁的情况下,
01122010 他们一起了。
开始写属于他们的故事,
爱情折磨了他们很多,
但还是度过了。
家长,朋友都过了!
他们答应对方一起把故事写下去o(^▽^)o

今天,一起的第15个月
加油啊啊啊!
距离让她们经得起更多的挑战(^ ^)



29 February 2012 ❤

A special day to all of us in this world. Four years once :)

这里荒废了好久!
来来了!
••••更新中••••

感情、很难经营啊啊啊啊!
尤其是远距离的!
什么都不能在对方的身边😢
但我深信我们可以(^o^)


我爱他!
他、
第一个让我爱得那么深;
第一个让我觉得努力是会有结果的;
第一个每天到我家报道的「就算五分钟我们也甘愿」;
第一个带我见家长的;
第一个陪我度过我生病的日子(细心的照顾我)
第一个带我去我每个想去的地方;
第一个每天遵时打给我和讲电话到我睡着的人;
第一个挽着我的腰,跟他朋友介绍我是他女友;
第一个一起过圣诞节的人;
第一个陪我跨年的人:
还有很多很多(^.^)


张佳胜,你给我听好了,这辈子你只可以牵着我的手过完这一生(*_*)