1st day of the life

Now is 3.07 am 15.07.2012
1st day of starting my new life :(
A love that full of freedom !
I should do it, wan ting ! 😣
One day i will have this kind of life.
U is my best choices and I won't let go.
I admit I really stupid and I being said I'm stupid :(
But is ok :(

Seng came in sudden to care me. Thanks. Really thanks.
What I wan is teo. Not u. Sorry. U will always be my best friend. I doesn't know where u got this news from but really thankss. A caring fren like u :)


Tomorrow, should be now, I will not be so caring anymore. What u say and what u wan, I respect u. I will do something for our love. As a prove to u that I really love u and I could do anything. I admit I'm not a good gf. I will be a very good gf one day. Just need time. Last year, u because of me stay at Kuching, as I will almost because of u study in Kuching.

Today will be the 1st day of our new love. I will do my best. Jia yous wan ting.

AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !

^^^ this will be my principle from now on.

Go go go !

I hope my choice is the right one. I'm tiring of starting a new relationship and I wan this be my last one. U are not my first but u will be my last.

Future, is too far away. I cant predict.

This will be my place for screening out all my words in my heart from today.

Hugging the jacket cry over and over.
Writing blog with tears.
Is ok.

Just throw 592 days away and start a new life.
I can't decide my life but I wi ll struggle for it :)


Time ended :: 3.23am. In the bed. Crying like hell :[