今天，你问我为什么没笑，然而我只是静静的~
我不想表达、因为你不想了解我的感觉~那种被忽视的感觉。
你喜欢的东西你会不顾一切地去达到，你是否为我想过？一个单纯想要男朋友陪自己久些的女孩？难道不是每个女孩都是这样的嘛？你总说我自私，你呢？我承认我自私、那你承认过嘛？我自私因为爱情、你呢？因为自己的开心~
我受了这种感单方面de付出~
Sunday, July 22, 2012
22.7
Y u so zi si?
Y I can't yang o?
Y I'm just yang o and u think I'm serious. After 1 week, it's remain. Nothing change. But my love to u will change. Sorry. I'm tired ady. Really tired :( tired of like that ~
Why wan let the love become like that? U know how long we together ady ? 599 days.
In this days, we are happy without them appear. And now they appear. Make our love become like that. I really pek cek. U always say u wan me and them. Right ? Do u prove that u can maintain ? U can ka? Ask urself ba ~
Y I can't yang o?
Y I'm just yang o and u think I'm serious. After 1 week, it's remain. Nothing change. But my love to u will change. Sorry. I'm tired ady. Really tired :( tired of like that ~
Why wan let the love become like that? U know how long we together ady ? 599 days.
In this days, we are happy without them appear. And now they appear. Make our love become like that. I really pek cek. U always say u wan me and them. Right ? Do u prove that u can maintain ? U can ka? Ask urself ba ~
Sunday, July 15, 2012
选择
我选择安静~
把自己反锁在自己的世界里~
我会成长:)
时间、会证明一切~
我的离开、会让你后悔~
是你要我走、我没面子再留下:')
他们、会让你忘了我~
我选择自己努力，努力把自己变得更好.
我不需要你的祝福~
那只会更伤我~
把自己反锁在自己的世界里~
我会成长:)
时间、会证明一切~
我的离开、会让你后悔~
是你要我走、我没面子再留下:')
他们、会让你忘了我~
我选择自己努力，努力把自己变得更好.
我不需要你的祝福~
那只会更伤我~
413 pm 15072012
Life with me or life without me is better.
I admit life without u is like the end of the world. I don't tell lies. Maybe this call xi guan ba? Xi guan of u having there with me every moment. Playing around wherever we go.
I can't imagine how it is if life without u. I hope the day doesn't come D':
In my mind questioning me,
Life with me isn't good ?
Or pek cek ? I don't know :(
I can't force you ~ I can't.
22 years old with 17 years old.
Differences is 5 years ~
Isn't not good ? Or it doesn't matter ? Nothing will disturb our love ?
I BELIEVE u won't do something betraying me. I hope u won't make me disappointed :)
Jia you for our future :)
Hope our mind will getting nearer and nearer <3
I don't care who chase me or interested in me. What I care is all about u :) I hope u understand.
Since I give u a freedom to go pub, don't be a betrayer. Don't make me regret or what I decided this early morning.
Jia you ba !
Principle :: AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !
Peggy. 424 pm mood :: moderate
I admit life without u is like the end of the world. I don't tell lies. Maybe this call xi guan ba? Xi guan of u having there with me every moment. Playing around wherever we go.
I can't imagine how it is if life without u. I hope the day doesn't come D':
In my mind questioning me,
Life with me isn't good ?
Or pek cek ? I don't know :(
I can't force you ~ I can't.
22 years old with 17 years old.
Differences is 5 years ~
Isn't not good ? Or it doesn't matter ? Nothing will disturb our love ?
I BELIEVE u won't do something betraying me. I hope u won't make me disappointed :)
Jia you for our future :)
Hope our mind will getting nearer and nearer <3
I don't care who chase me or interested in me. What I care is all about u :) I hope u understand.
Since I give u a freedom to go pub, don't be a betrayer. Don't make me regret or what I decided this early morning.
Jia you ba !
Principle :: AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !
Peggy. 424 pm mood :: moderate
Saturday, July 14, 2012
1118 am 15072012
Having breakfast at Ipoh town.
Not feeling well.
Diseases, please go away from me :(
Not feeling well.
Diseases, please go away from me :(
15072012 9.39am
Reach his home safely.
Outside is raining and my heart is raining too.
What to do? I just have to learn to tolerate. Learn to be alone.
I vomit again ! What disease is this ? F la ~ stay away from me.
I din tell him about that. I don't wan him worry me. Is ok. I have to learn.
Asking him to hug me. Isn't that hard ? Haix ~ speechless. Is this the symptom of ending a love ? Or is just that I think too much. Whatever ~
Haix ~
Bad bad mood ~ please leave me. I I don't need u :(. Really don't :(
Love ~ what is love ? I don't know ~
Why love so complicated ?
Why we can't maintain ? :(
Isn't because of I coming back to Kuching and become like that ?
If time can reverse, I hope I can at limbang. Not here ~ I hate here ! Full of memories. Good and bad. Haix.
Isn't this call life ?
I don't know ~
Cheer wan ting !
Outside is raining and my heart is raining too.
What to do? I just have to learn to tolerate. Learn to be alone.
I vomit again ! What disease is this ? F la ~ stay away from me.
I din tell him about that. I don't wan him worry me. Is ok. I have to learn.
Asking him to hug me. Isn't that hard ? Haix ~ speechless. Is this the symptom of ending a love ? Or is just that I think too much. Whatever ~
Haix ~
Bad bad mood ~ please leave me. I I don't need u :(. Really don't :(
Love ~ what is love ? I don't know ~
Why love so complicated ?
Why we can't maintain ? :(
Isn't because of I coming back to Kuching and become like that ?
If time can reverse, I hope I can at limbang. Not here ~ I hate here ! Full of memories. Good and bad. Haix.
Isn't this call life ?
I don't know ~
Cheer wan ting !
15072012 1st day 3.30am
Open a new post :)
Suffering from gastric.
What I ate just now at sharing is totally vomit out after crying :(
But fine.
I believe my body is still health.
I think I'm not going to sleep tonight although I'm tired.
I'm worried. Worried the love ending. Haix. Why will become so suffering ? Why ??
God, please led me a better way :(
Please !
Blog will be like a ppl for me to share my feelings. I can't share with him so I share here. I'm not acting. This is how true I am. I don't wan give ppl say act kolian. I no need ppl pity me.
Thanks blog ! Can accompany me everyday every min minutes I need u.
I won't care who he MSG with. I won't jealous anything anymore. Tired of being like that.
Freedom is what u wan. I 100% sure I will give u ! I will prove to u !
If one day I had changed, changes bit to behold on u, that is the day I become a stronger person. Won't let a bit small thing pull down.
I believe u will feel that I changed to another person. Ya. I admit. I really will. I will become a girl not too much beyond on u. Do things by herself and many more. Ability to take care myself will increase or even double. It might be a day I choose to be alone. Who' knows ?
I will be more smart and mature den before. No more yang o in this. Act Q will end soon. All are mature. Mature mind. Open minded. If u sex with other girl, just go ba.
Take care ! In a relationship but is just like single de girl !
Suffering from gastric.
What I ate just now at sharing is totally vomit out after crying :(
But fine.
I believe my body is still health.
I think I'm not going to sleep tonight although I'm tired.
I'm worried. Worried the love ending. Haix. Why will become so suffering ? Why ??
God, please led me a better way :(
Please !
Blog will be like a ppl for me to share my feelings. I can't share with him so I share here. I'm not acting. This is how true I am. I don't wan give ppl say act kolian. I no need ppl pity me.
Thanks blog ! Can accompany me everyday every min minutes I need u.
I won't care who he MSG with. I won't jealous anything anymore. Tired of being like that.
Freedom is what u wan. I 100% sure I will give u ! I will prove to u !
If one day I had changed, changes bit to behold on u, that is the day I become a stronger person. Won't let a bit small thing pull down.
I believe u will feel that I changed to another person. Ya. I admit. I really will. I will become a girl not too much beyond on u. Do things by herself and many more. Ability to take care myself will increase or even double. It might be a day I choose to be alone. Who' knows ?
I will be more smart and mature den before. No more yang o in this. Act Q will end soon. All are mature. Mature mind. Open minded. If u sex with other girl, just go ba.
Take care ! In a relationship but is just like single de girl !
1st day of the life
Now is 3.07 am 15.07.2012
1st day of starting my new life :(
A love that full of freedom !
I should do it, wan ting ! 😣
One day i will have this kind of life.
U is my best choices and I won't let go.
I admit I really stupid and I being said I'm stupid :(
But is ok :(
Seng came in sudden to care me. Thanks. Really thanks.
What I wan is teo. Not u. Sorry. U will always be my best friend. I doesn't know where u got this news from but really thankss. A caring fren like u :)
Tomorrow, should be now, I will not be so caring anymore. What u say and what u wan, I respect u. I will do something for our love. As a prove to u that I really love u and I could do anything. I admit I'm not a good gf. I will be a very good gf one day. Just need time. Last year, u because of me stay at Kuching, as I will almost because of u study in Kuching.
Today will be the 1st day of our new love. I will do my best. Jia yous wan ting.
AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !
^^^ this will be my principle from now on.
Go go go !
I hope my choice is the right one. I'm tiring of starting a new relationship and I wan this be my last one. U are not my first but u will be my last.
Future, is too far away. I cant predict.
This will be my place for screening out all my words in my heart from today.
Hugging the jacket cry over and over.
Writing blog with tears.
Is ok.
Just throw 592 days away and start a new life.
I can't decide my life but I wi ll struggle for it :)
Time ended :: 3.23am. In the bed. Crying like hell :[
1st day of starting my new life :(
A love that full of freedom !
I should do it, wan ting ! 😣
One day i will have this kind of life.
U is my best choices and I won't let go.
I admit I really stupid and I being said I'm stupid :(
But is ok :(
Seng came in sudden to care me. Thanks. Really thanks.
What I wan is teo. Not u. Sorry. U will always be my best friend. I doesn't know where u got this news from but really thankss. A caring fren like u :)
Tomorrow, should be now, I will not be so caring anymore. What u say and what u wan, I respect u. I will do something for our love. As a prove to u that I really love u and I could do anything. I admit I'm not a good gf. I will be a very good gf one day. Just need time. Last year, u because of me stay at Kuching, as I will almost because of u study in Kuching.
Today will be the 1st day of our new love. I will do my best. Jia yous wan ting.
AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !
^^^ this will be my principle from now on.
Go go go !
I hope my choice is the right one. I'm tiring of starting a new relationship and I wan this be my last one. U are not my first but u will be my last.
Future, is too far away. I cant predict.
This will be my place for screening out all my words in my heart from today.
Hugging the jacket cry over and over.
Writing blog with tears.
Is ok.
Just throw 592 days away and start a new life.
I can't decide my life but I wi ll struggle for it :)
Time ended :: 3.23am. In the bed. Crying like hell :[
Monday, July 9, 2012
Sorry my love one :')
To :: My ordinary dear :) ❤
Sorry ~
I had a heartbroken last night.
Really pain and hurt :(
I hope it will be our last time quarrel because of small things.
I hope understand :(
U care things more than me.
As what u told me last night :'(
I hope u can change.
Change back to the ordinary dear that I love :(
That bad bad,
But always sayang me de dear
I'm always more important than those things :(
Isn't ok? ;(
Promise ??
My eyes so pain:(
Maybe cry too over ba ?
Is ok la.
Will past de.
Hope tml will be a better day for us :)
From :: dar who love u always
Sorry ~
I had a heartbroken last night.
Really pain and hurt :(
I hope it will be our last time quarrel because of small things.
I hope understand :(
U care things more than me.
As what u told me last night :'(
I hope u can change.
Change back to the ordinary dear that I love :(
That bad bad,
But always sayang me de dear
I'm always more important than those things :(
Isn't ok? ;(
Promise ??
My eyes so pain:(
Maybe cry too over ba ?
Is ok la.
Will past de.
Hope tml will be a better day for us :)
From :: dar who love u always
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