笑容

今天，你问我为什么没笑，然而我只是静静的~
我不想表达、因为你不想了解我的感觉~那种被忽视的感觉。
你喜欢的东西你会不顾一切地去达到，你是否为我想过？一个单纯想要男朋友陪自己久些的女孩？难道不是每个女孩都是这样的嘛？你总说我自私，你呢？我承认我自私、那你承认过嘛？我自私因为爱情、你呢？因为自己的开心~

我受了这种感单方面de付出~

22.7

Y u so zi si?
Y I can't yang o?
Y I'm just yang o and u think I'm serious. After 1 week, it's remain. Nothing change. But my love to u will change. Sorry. I'm tired ady. Really tired :( tired of like that ~
Why wan let the love become like that? U know how long we together ady ? 599 days.
In this days, we are happy without them appear. And now they appear. Make our love become like that. I really pek cek. U always say u wan me and them. Right ? Do u prove that u can maintain ? U can ka? Ask urself ba ~

人生

他会是我的过客~
心痛那又怎样？
又有谁会在乎？
朋友&自由~
会让你更开心~

以前、你说有我就够~
人说变就变
没关系~
我会活得更精彩 :)
加油(^_^)

选择

我选择安静~
把自己反锁在自己的世界里~
我会成长:)
时间、会证明一切~
我的离开、会让你后悔~
是你要我走、我没面子再留下:')
他们、会让你忘了我~
我选择自己努力，努力把自己变得更好.
我不需要你的祝福~
那只会更伤我~

413 pm 15072012

Life with me or life without me is better.
I admit life without u is like the end of the world. I don't tell lies. Maybe this call xi guan ba? Xi guan of u having there with me every moment. Playing around wherever we go.

I can't imagine how it is if life without u. I hope the day doesn't come D':

In my mind questioning me,
Life with me isn't good ?
Or pek cek ? I don't know :(
I can't force you ~ I can't.

22 years old with 17 years old.
Differences is 5 years ~
Isn't not good ? Or it doesn't matter ? Nothing will disturb our love ?

I BELIEVE u won't do something betraying me. I hope u won't make me disappointed :)

Jia you for our future :)
Hope our mind will getting nearer and nearer <3

I don't care who chase me or interested in me. What I care is all about u :) I hope u understand.

Since I give u a freedom to go pub, don't be a betrayer. Don't make me regret or what I decided this early morning.

Jia you ba !
Principle :: AVOID QUARREL AND GIVE FREEDOM ! KEEP SILENT ALTHOUGH U IS UNHAPPY !


Peggy. 424 pm mood :: moderate

1118 am 15072012

Having breakfast at Ipoh town.
Not feeling well.
Diseases, please go away from me :(

15072012 9.39am

Reach his home safely.
Outside is raining and my heart is raining too.
What to do? I just have to learn to tolerate. Learn to be alone.

I vomit again ! What disease is this ? F la ~ stay away from me.
I din tell him about that. I don't wan him worry me. Is ok. I have to learn.

Asking him to hug me. Isn't that hard ? Haix ~ speechless. Is this the symptom of ending a love ? Or is just that I think too much. Whatever ~
Haix ~

Bad bad mood ~ please leave me. I I don't need u :(. Really don't :(

Love ~ what is love ? I don't know ~
Why love so complicated ?
Why we can't maintain ? :(
Isn't because of I coming back to Kuching and become like that ?
If time can reverse, I hope I can at limbang. Not here ~ I hate here ! Full of memories. Good and bad. Haix.

Isn't this call life ?
I don't know ~

Cheer wan ting !